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I am a Dreamer

Nostalgia hides in every nook and corner of my house. As I throw away my cherished books, I remember my school days -the excitement with which I devoured my freshly printed english text books much before the school opened and read them with relish again and again. And every time I read them, the words took flight to become the smells, sounds, words, and people around me.

When a strong wind blows by, I remember the breeze that came through the windows of our newly built classroom ten years ago when I was reading the Non-Detailed Text story of Ruskin Bond’s exploits with his grandpa. I had sworn then that this is how the utopia where Ruskin lived must be!

The same breeze reminds me of my loud guffaws when my classmate expectedly pronouncing “nothing! nothing!” as “noting! noting!” when my teacher was going through another story with us. Sometimes it reminds me of the boring dance and music classes where I fell asleep without fail.

At home, watching the jasmine shrub on the rooftop of the bungalow next door where all creatures great and small sought solace, instantly recreates the experience of “Games at Twilight” by Anita Desai which I came across nine years ago.

In the evening, I gaze languidly at the skyline, spotting a kite or two, reminding me of the story of the Kite Maker. Sometimes, I catch the reruns of “Small Wonder” and remember my dedicated worship at the altar of T.V. from 4.30 p.m. till 6 p.m. watching “Star Trek” (the original one!), “Small Wonder”, and “Batman”.

Nostalgia seeps through even the most unlikely places, in magazines and familiar illustrations from children’s magazines of the old. I have reread almost all the stories from my school english texts, and every time, I get transported to when I was an impressionable young teen. Perhaps, I still am.

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Thanks! Yeah, I loved Games at Twilight! :)

 
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Very nice! And Anita Desai’s ‘Games at twilight’ was real good, had in my cbse english syllabus.

 
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tragicomix: There isnt anything strange in that! Nostalgia is good to relive the moments of the past, but shouldnt stop us from creating a future that is different from that!

 
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Hiren:I guess it really depends! When there was no T.V., some kids avoided reading by playing (or crying or whatever!) :) T.V. is just a more convenient substitute!

Miaomiao: Thanks!

truman:thanks a lot ak!

 
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This was very nice :)

 
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girl, happy valentine’s day today!

 
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Sweet post. When today’s children spend too much time on television, I am reminded of all this in my childhood. I am trying to get my 10year old son to read but to no avail. They don’t want to read comics or sports also. TV is really a monster.

 
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Divya,
Ah Ah. Nostalgia, eh? I could write reams and reams about it…remember, I’m older! Still, I thought I’d blog at least about the memories that b&w pics trigger. Come on over and have a look at this post!
http://ravikumar.blogdrive.com/archive/352.html
Cheers,
 Ravi

 
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we are all strangely bound to the mythical dragons of our past, everything we see and do seems to be linked with the past in some way..memory tends to paint pictures in extremes..nostalgic moments wipe out all the pain and suffering, reducing it to a simpler wondrous romantic black and white time..or bitterness and rancour colour our memory with hatred and revulsion..it’s the little pieces of our past, that form the building blocks of our present identity, and in turn help create our future..

 
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Well, rules are meant to be … :-)

 
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ashwin: Hehehe, there were strict orders from my parents to not watch anything that has “mouth kissing” scenes :) so I never got to watch it!

catcharun: thangu thangu! Yup. I remember that line now. I think the text is STILL the same :) But I think all the stories are timeless!

 
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hey.. i thought that was my gig, reminiscing abt the past, that is :)

it seems like the textbook didnt change much over the years..i had the kite maker as well and i distinctly remember one line that was something about people hurrying in “the heat of hope”…
well written and thanks for triggering that memory

 
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At one point in time, I thought there could be no TV series better than _The Wonder Years_. I was hooked onto that one!